My painting of our Lord Thanatos, the archetypal Vortex of
timeless Death, and En-trance into the Netherworld of
GODS, who oversee our apotheosis into Alien beings.
A BLACK HOLE INTO WHOLENESS!
My Journey Through The Underworld, 25 to 65.
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Of every morn I relax into the Netherworld,
into Salt of the earth, my Observer observed;
past three language modes of lower elements:
airy ideation, watery emotion, earthen instincts.
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Many others intuit this Black Hole below mind,
like a deep deepression of the deathly kind;
a spiralling vortex into seeming no-thing-ness!
My first observation was id and ego resistence.
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At just 25 it was endarkening and mysterious,
causing high anxiety and alien panic attacks;
I was curious and decided to take the plunge,
to enter this En-trance instead of medication.
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Slowly I learned to relax, die and even explore,
this Event Horizon and eternally Open Door;
like Death it devoured my material substratum,
the matrix of earth, water and airy thinking!
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Now, at 65, all the anxiety and fear is gone,
I relax without reactions, dramas or concerns;
into the fiery Netherworld of the Neters there,
the higher GODS I met like Thanatos and Aether.
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They are all archetypal and timeless Entities,
such powerful Forces of destructive creativity;
just being in their Alien Presence is terrifying,
inSightful, uplifting, but also dematerializing!
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After Thanatos and Aether I met Agathodaemon,
the Good Serpent beyond primal Apophis blind;
who taught the language mode of fiery Mythos,
so, we began to forge my New Skin of salted Ash.
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This Grail or Saucer diStills~out Blood of Moon,
goddess Sophia, changing our water into Wine;
like Cinnabar of Red Mercury her Love is real,
her Spirit of Luna rebirthed the Sun of my Soul!
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Link below to, The CUP or MONAD (Corpus Hermeticum):
U.F.O. Identified as a Spinning Chakra!
Saucer/Grail, a cUp for Wine and Wafer.
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Fiery Chakra of higher Mind,
how you spin in dematerialization;
attacking my lower world into darkness,
transfusion of Blood, mining golden Flesh!
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Watery emotion to Wine, airy logic to Logos,
four elemental chakras into our U.F.Os:
cUp of the Monad, our earth into Salt;
Fluid of Spirit; Orb of the Soul!
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DRACONIC CONSCIOUSNOUS.
Unconscious dream projections,
diSpelled into Conscious Dreaming!
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The Serpent of Christ came to show the way:
"you are the Salt of the earth", he did say;
turned "water into Wine" miraculously;
"whoever eats this Bread will live eternally."
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Dreaming Awake from unconscious notions,
my whole life was one, long dream-a-thon:
falling in love, dream car, a home for a nest,
happy family, dream holidays, retirement.
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Slowly it dawned, it was all about dreaming,
and I was just sleeping and slowly waking!
My projections were all based in mythology,
the primordial fire of intuitive creativity.
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And all these dreams were like narratives,
language modes of ancient four elements;
earthen instincts and emotions of water,
my airy ideation and the tongue of fire!
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All became conscious as I disappeared,
the death of fire became conscious Ether;
matter into Spirit magically refined,
forging metallical Sodium of the Mind!
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Salt of the earth, water into New Blood,
airy logic into Logoic Flesh of the Lord!
Higher Dreaming began to display colour,
a Serpent returning by its conscious Fire!
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So, that's why we all fell from Heaven,
unconsciously breaking the Dream of Eden;
just like down here when we break a law,
we end up in a prison-world of sorrow.
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But, what was the Law we broke up there?
We were Adam, Eve and the Serpent Fire.
Light, Love and the Mind in potentiality,
stuck in unconscious air, water, animality.
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The "Fall" was due to digesting an apple,
whatever we can't do we want to tackle;
defying a higher authority is the mythology,
a burning desire to be IndividUally free!
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The Serpent was both right and wrong,
we did not die, but we did die to Heaven;
we forgot the Dream of eternal Dreaming,
fell into id of earth, water and airy thinking.
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It's a necessary fall into time and matter,
nightmaring Awake into the Tongue of Ether;
learning is a mental process that takes time,
and matter of MATER is the lower ground.
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Like Dolittle, we did speak like the animals,
the acting-out and first language most primal,
then our watery emotions and airy ideation,
so fire can ignite and return back to Heaven!
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Elements are dreams but nightmares also,
unconscious projections containing clues;
dreaming is layered: earth, water, air and fire,
matter and time getting finer and slower!
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Finally we will all suffer dematerialization,
consciously integrating this Now of Intuition.
Fire digests earth, water and airy knowledge,
into Ether, Salt, Wine and eternal Bread!
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Such is the process of our Alien apotheosis,
into the "Cloud of Unknowing" by the Mind;
Salt of the earth, lower water into New Wine,
ideas digested-up into Logos of METATRON!
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The final Myth unfolds before our very eyes:
Zombie Apocalypse of demented lower minds;
stuck in bodies, hungry for Blood and Flesh,
unable to perform the rite of the eUcharist!
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From the Rosary of the Philosophers, 1550.The baptismal Font and escape Hatch from
material earth, water and lower air, upon fiery wings.
THE PLUMED SERPENT~SUN,
LIGHT AS A FEATHER.
The Great Hall of MAAT(ER) and
Ammit the devouring BITCH.
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Of every morn I bow my head of ideas,
and sink below watery joy and tears,
dig under instincts into intuitional fire,
burnt to darkness of primordial MATER.
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I observe my Observer in Self-reflection,
Salt of the earth and my Mirror-Mind.
It used to take hours to fearfully drown,
now but a minute to enter the GrOunD.
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My Netherworld journey ends, finally,
I've learnt the Tongue of Fire, fluently;
how Mythos destroys and also creates,
its Language structures higher METALS.
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Beneath it all is the Great Hall of MAAT ,
where NIGREDO and ALBEDO both meet;
a Feather must be lighter for levitation,
my Serpent returns with the Green Man!
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So I observe as BLACK turns to WHITE,
and my Saucer fills with Love and Light!
Ammit will go hungry, my instincts free,
Salt is extracted, baptized by Holy Fire.
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MATER becomes MAAT and then SOFIA,
water into Wine, my Grail flows over;
air proofs Bread from LOGOS eternal ,
I accept the Concept of Wafer and Soul!
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My immaculate Word from the WORD,
the final Language we all understand;
Light as a Feather, my Saucer hovers,
a cUp of Love's Fluid and Orb of Power!
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My winged Saucer is also a circular Font,
coming to baptize us with its fiery want;
deMATERialize by human elementation,
and resurrect me as a neo- Green Man!
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