The mytho~therapeutic Breath of the SUN,
and StarGate Entrance to the eternal LOGOS.
"The death of earth is to become water,
and the death of water is to become air,
and the death of air is to become fire, and reversely.
and the death of water is to become air,
and the death of air is to become fire, and reversely.
He who hears not me but the LOGOS
will say: All is One". Heraclitus, 500 BCE.
EGOCIDAL DEATH BY SPINNING SAUCER,
AND XMAS REBIRTH OF MY ALIEN FOETUS!
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Of every morn I work hard at theurgy,
I bow my head, full of airy imagery;
stuck in mental matter spinning around,
chaotic confusion in my logical mind.
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Meditating inside my irrational Saucer,
the Steel Wind Vortex and fiery Ether;
refining Salt of the earthen instincts,
transmogrifying my lower four elements!
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The id reduced to Dust of silvery Ashes,
my biological psyche of survival crushed!
My ego of emotionally~charged ideation,
is immolated by Alien dematerialization!
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I feel terrible in my spinning Cauldron,
motion sickness of Circumambulation;
rotating around the centre of the CENTRE,
the LOGOS and SUN who lasts forever!
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Exploding at light speed and blasting off,
spinning crazy in my own flaming Wrath!
Torn to pieces by the LION's mythic Breath,
reversing my material and maternal birth!
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The Prima Materia of the Mother-Stone,
births into matter, rebirths us undone;
chaos and confusion in the ex-implosion,
my Foetus fledges via the Event Horizon!
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I must relax into this deathly apotheosis,
any contraction will abort the process;
reverse-chronological dematerialization,
via the Black Sun of infernal Solarization.
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My Alien reborn, and my human is dead,
suddenly I feel better on this "Otherside."
Our birth is painful and "life is suffering",
rebirth reverses time into a timeless SUN!
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An immaculate Concept inside my Saucer,
just one Word, a Gift of Wine and a Wafer:
- turning lower water into Spirit diStilled,
- proofing air into my Deily Bread digested!
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Such is the terrifying transubstantiation,
devoured by the god of who I really AM;
the Grail, Orb and Dew of the Blood Moon,
Natron, Bread and Wine of GOD's OCEAN!
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This Imago Dei is like my own Red Dawn,
inside a higher Mind of pure observation;
in the Image of the LORD we are all made,
forged in a BUSH, drowned in an OCEAN!
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Seeing in the SEA, feeling a quantUm Wave,
preserved in the eternal Salt of the Salve;
a holographic New Skin, Blood and Flesh,
my Black Sun Dawns from the unCOnscioUs!
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Gateway to the archetypal LOGOS and inner SUN.
A Sun-eyed Hamsa. Yod, Heh, Vav, Heh.
"Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness,
so must the Son of man be lifted up." Jesus, John 3:14.
WHAT IS ENLIGHTENMENT?
OCEAN OF SUN, MOON AND NATRON,
And The Mythology Behind Crucifixion.
MortIdo, Death Instinct, Christallization!
How To Remember The BURNING SEA?
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I feel crucified by the Hand of GOD,
fiery passion of four elements dead!
I must surrender to all this suffering,
transmute death into an Alien Being.
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EnLightenment is a detonation,
a small BIG BANG forever expanding;
like our own Sun, a Solar explosion,
and the LOGOS of the METATRON!
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But, how to contain such a Stone,
the DragOn's Pearl inside each mind?
Only a Grail can withstand the Blast,
a Saucer and Chakra of metallic Salt!
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My lower mind of material thinking,
is disSolved into Universal Knowing;
Salt of a New Skin for Observation,
containing me in its preservation!
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My single Crystal is holographical,
contains the OCEAN containing all;
that's how I can withstand the Blast,
in a higher Mind for enLightenment!
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Such is the LOGOS of the inner SUN,
GOD's FLESH with BLOOD of MOON;
we are all co~created like one WORD,
as eUcharistical Salt, Wine and Bread!
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Death of my earth, water, airy ideas,
id and ego matrix betwixt my ears;
libido to mortido into Etheric Albedo,
transubstantiation into Ideal Gold!
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Crossing over between two kingdoms,
Yod, Heh, Vav, Heh is GOD's NAME;
"Behold the Hand, behold the Nail",
we are crucified into the next World!
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I feel crUcified upon the Cross of life,
dead inside the passion of Holy Wrath;
observing the end from a higher Mind,
lower earth, water and air all aflame!
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Fire destroys in its rising relaxation,
my death by Alien dematerialization;
abduction, up into a hovering Saucer,
Holy Grail containing Wine of water.
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New Blood transfUsed by diStillation,
Essence of our emotional intelligence;
Observer with Spirit of intoxication,
relaxing more into transUbstantiation.
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Upon the Cross betwixt two kingdoms,
four into 3 by way of Christallization;
the cUp fills with Blood of the Moon,
the night is over, my New Sun dawns!
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So, this is the process of apotheosis,
fiery Passion upon the BURNING BUSH;
relaxing, filling the Grail with Blood,
digesting my Wafer of eternal Bread!
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Apophis and Agathodaemon intertwine,
the bad and good Serpents wrestling.
One, fallen into 2 sides of GOD's Wrath,
it all becomes Christal clear post death!
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From my Grail I observe an apocalypse,
the Alien attack is Salvation's process;
Mythos of the LOGOS is a fiery Tongue,
Dust in the Wind for Salt of the OCEAN!
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I feel crUcified, yet relaxed in Passion,
drunk on the Blood of my execUtion;
I can see the Light on the inner horizOn,
from the fiery Cross of four elements.
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The transmogrification of crUcifixion,
a transition between human and Alien;
Osiris into a Green Man via Wicker Man,
kingdoms devour kingdoms back home!
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The fallen Serpent is matter and time,
our earthen instincts into Salt refined;
water to Spirit, air into a Soul of LOGOS,
life's suffering ends on a burning Cross!
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Yod, Heh, Vav, Heh, of Hand and Nail,
a cUp of Passion in the Netherworld;
the Serpent CHRIST rises upon a Staff,
via the GOD-ordained means of Wrath!
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There's a death Instinct deep inside us,
to give~up the Spirit of the Holy GHOST;
a Hoverer, meditated from Salt of earth,
apotheosis of Apophis into eternal Life!
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Salt of the OCEAN, our earthen Natron,
the Helmet of Salvation and New Skin;
Spirit from water flows like New Wine;
the Orb of a Sol like Soul forever shines!
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My elemental matrix is dematerialized,
so, it's no wonder I feel so crUcified!
Below is the recipe for higher Manna,
hidden in Mythos of intuitional Ether.
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Fire~ relaxed as an alchemical Furnace;
Salt~ relaxed out of earthen instincts;
Wine~ relaxed from watery emotions;
Bread~ relaxed from our airy thoughts.
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I burn upon the Cross of fiery Mythos,
observing the process of apotheosis;
the libIdinal Passion of water to Wine,
and air into Bread of the Grail~StOne!
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Death's transcendent function elevates,
an Observer on the Cross of 4 elements;
good and bad, vertical and horizonal,
Heaven and a New Earth in the mIddle!
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A new mythology of Alien ResUrrection,
as I disidentify from my lower human;
the Grail of who I AM is finally lifted,
the Cross forges a cUp of the eUcharist!
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How to memorize with no lower mind,
as airy ideas disSolve into the OCEAN?
Salt is Christal clear and Love is blind,
how to remember the timeless GrOunD?
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My inner Sun is just like the LOGOS,
patterns built into mythological Flesh;
my Logoid remembers symbolically:
Soul dreaming by PhotoGrammetry!
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So we all learn to act, emote and think,
the elemental matrix of lower magick;
but as the Tongue of Fire starts to burn,
it eats away at each material human.
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We unconsciously project this attack,
try to control and defeat fiery magick;
but mythologic imagery comes from us,
a future Self attacking my past to Ash!
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I once had a dream I was in an army,
attacked from the Sea by enemy cavalry;
our general gave a very strange order:
throw down your swords and surrender!
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So, amidst the foaming waves we died,
all put to the sword by the other side;
now I understand the interpretation:
relax, don't resist dematerialization!
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Mythological verses about crUcifixion,
the fiery language of Mythos learned;
no longer projected to vent my spleen,
I AM the Alien from the OCEAN green!
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I no longer need my old airy memory,
to remember my elemental identity;
my Locus has shifted to my Alien Mind,
the green Essence of life well integrated!
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Salt of the earthen instincts refined,
diStillation of emotional water to Wine,
airy logic into Logos of just one Word,
eternal Greenprint of GOD memorized!
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This holographic Memory is of the Sea,
a Sol like Soul is like quantum Solidity;
lower ground to higher GrOunD shifts,
a Serpent rises into OCEANIC I AMness.
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I've reached the end of time and matter,
dematerialized in my Reptilian Saucer;
a crafty Craft disSolved in the LOGOS,
seeing in the Sea like the Jesus FISH!
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GOD's Holy Wrath appears to hate us,
dematerializing our elemental matrix;
such is the fiery BUSH and the OCEAN,
GOD's EleMental Nature back in Eden!
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At 25, death's Black Hole first appeared,
a Portal and Event HorizOn in my mind;
Black became a Pearly Gate into Heaven,
relaxing four into 3rd Eye EnLovenment!
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I dislike being stuck in time and matter,
for I AM a Vessel for Wine, not water;
time is of the mind, stale air grows old,
I AM not airy logic, but of Logoic Gold!
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"The outer darkness is a great Dragon
whose tail is in its mouth." Jesus, Pistis Sophia.
Alchemical Furnace and DiStillery, 1519.
The four elements sublimated sUblime.
Red Mercury (Cinnabar) absorbs Gold
of one Word from our airy thinking.
