SINGULARITY.
My alchemical Black Soul, a Self Portrait in Blood.
THE PANIC OF PAN!
Holy Psychosis And A Modern Mythos.
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The tongue of fire creates and destroys,
so many artists have ended their days;
Van Gogh cut off an ear before he died,
to end a voice that was All in his head!
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Speaking in tongues, writing in Blood,
will drive us mad unless it's understood;
burning us down into the Netherworld,
turning water to Wine and air to Bread!
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Beware the Power of Lord METATRON,
God of Light with a mythological tongue;
all Gods speak in this ancient language,
mythos of the LOGOS and song of ages!
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The problem for us is dematerialization,
Nigredo's blackening, deep deepression;
then Albedo, and after—Rubedo's Blood,
end of days, Luna inside my poor head!
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I've become a lunatic on the dark side,
Love is blind, and her Sun is blinding!
How to see in the presence of Thanatos?
I must forge in the Forge of Hephaestus.
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The Event Horizon hides Soul and Spirit,
dematerialization refines our elements;
the id and ego matrix of material bones,
transformed by Ether into a PenDragOn!
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Forge with the fire a quantum Observer,
to collapse the WAve~Function of Luna;
then her Sun ever Dawns in one's Mind:
Aion, Life's quantum Point, Subjectified!
~*~
Quantum Nib for writing in Blood.
At 25, I felt the volition of a Black Hole in my mind.
I had two choices, medicate or enter the Underworld?
I decided not to resist the pull, and over the next 40
years I made my way through the fiery lair of Apophis.
Finally, I entered the Great Hall of Maat's JudgeMent,
where the bloody Heart is weighed against a Feather of
Light. An Immaculate Concept of alchemical ReBirth!
"CLOUD OF UNKNOWING"
INTO INEFFABLE TRANSPARENCY.
AN ABSOLUTE GOD MADE CLEAR!
THE KING~DOME OF HEAVEN.
VISHNU, SHIVA and BRAHMA.
ABSENT ABBA AND BRAHMAN:
SAL, SAPIENCE, ABSOLUTE ONE.
THE ONE AS THE GROUND OF ALL?
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Trinity: Three as ONE equalling only Three;
Trimurti: Three in ONE means a Quaternity!
FATHER, the ABSOLUTE ONE and All MIND;
BRAHMAN, ABSOLUTELY above the MIND.
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This CANVAS in us is the GrOunD of SpAce,
incandescence of GOD's Ineffable Silence!
PAGE and Mystery of DEUS ABSCONDITUS,
EnWHITEnMent, in which we ReSt in Peace.
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And in this Albedo, the GrOunD Preserves,
VISHNU, MIND of GOD, GRAND OBSERVER;
WholoGraphic Dome, Crystal AtmoSphere,
the Helmet of SalVatIon from Salt of Ether.
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HEAVEN heaves a quantum Wave~Function,
GOD's Uni~Versal SPIRIT of EnLOVEnMent;
Rubedo, Wine, Sap, Salty Blood, Luna's Tide,
Red Mercury gathers~in Citrinitas of Gold!
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Solarization of Sulfur and EnLIGHTenMent,
LOGOS shines in this GrOunD incandescent.
GOD's OverSOUL, EYE and the METATRON;
CANVAS: Vishnu-Shiva-Brahma, BRAHMAN!
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Four elements into the Tria Prima all fired,
but how to integrate WHITE NOISE of GOD?
ABSENT FATHER becoming TransPARENT:
Immanent, Transcendent, Silent, AbSolUte!
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My All Mind grows its Patina of Greenness,
id, libido, ideas, mortido, into Alien Foetus;
a fall from the ONE into elements of thrall,
RetUrning back into GOD as a SOL like Soul!
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The ONE becomes CLEAR in my Alien Mind,
the GrOunD of All from earth crystallized;
my Life grounded in ever exploding SpAce,
by way of Saucer, Blood and golden Flesh!
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Four elements, Tria Prima, the AbSolUte,
4, 3, to ONE: integration of the final BLAST!
This BIG BANG never started, never stops,
DEUS ABSCONDITUS to DEUS COMPLETUS!
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A CONSCIOUS EXPLOSION inside my Mind,
BLOWS apart all separate things into ONE:
Dark earth, Dark water Dark air, Dark fire,
Flickering a Green Man grounded On High!
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DEUS ABSCONDITUS, this Endless CANVAS,
a BIG BANG, ever Expanding away from us;
by Knowing this TrUth, my Mind is BLOWN,
ever Transcending GOD of an ALIEN BEING!
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My Alien blasts off up into EnWHITEnMent,
in a Saucer with New Blood and inner Light;
on wings of stolen fire into the Black Whole,
Now is the SINGULARITY of the INEFFABLE!
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My final Alien Self~Portrait.
"THUNDER PERFECT MIND."
A Modern ex-Experience Of
"The EIGHTH And NINTH."
Four elements + Tria Prima +
TREE of LIFE + the ABSOLUTE!
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"I AM MIND, and I See another MIND,
the ONE that moves my SOUL from
Pure FORGETFULNESS. I See MYSELF."
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After writing the last poem, within a minute,
a ThunderBolt shook my entire apartment:
a sudden Ray from a dark CLOUD UNKNOWN,
LIGHT ReSounding from the PERFECT MIND!
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And it said, "the EIGHTH leads to the NINTH",
for me it's the CANVAS and the TREE of LIFE.
With its fiery roots down in the Netherworld,
Burning Bush; my Salt, Sap and Sol baptized!
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TREE of NOUS grows Patina upon my Saucer,
as it flies into EDEN's HEAVENLY OBSERVER;
the QUANTUM MIND of Everygreen Sunshine,
green to a Green Atman in LORD BRAHMAN.
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The KINGDOM devours All kingdoms HOME,
our eternal ReTireMentia in the KINGDOME;
new Mind, holy Blood, golden Flesh all afire,
my four elements abdUcted back into ETHER!
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GOD and METATRON, like a Transcendent ET,
with a Pet Serpent below the Heavenly TREE;
in the Burning Bush lair of UnCOnsciousNous,
a crafty Creature speaking mythos of LOGOS!
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I, Alien, ascend from the elemental matrix,
where no one notices that the SUN never sets;
LOGOS is the BLACK SUN of enDARKenMent,
PORTAL to the SILENCE of INEFFABLE LIGHT!
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Through a BLACK WHOLE into SINGULARITY,
the MONAD of ONENESS, an Eternal MYSTERY;
Immaculate CONCEPT and one WORD of Ages,
containing All eight langUAGES on ONE PAGE!
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Becoming Perfect by polishing imperfections,
even though ATUM is far beyond my Knowing;
but HE KNOWS us by way of Correspondence,
by Osmosis we All Know INEFFABLE SILENCE!
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OGDOAD, ENNEAD, ATUM, CANVAS of LOGOS,
the ALL in ONE of Immanent Transcendence.
A Green Sun Resurrects from a Wicker Man,
like OSIRIS, and CHRISTOS the Anointed ONE!
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Without stolen fire we could never get HOME,
the roots of EDEN rise into GOD's risen SUN;
Dream CANVAS, PLEROMA, FORGETFULNESS,
everywhere around, a MIND beyond thoughts!
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So ends the future Alien attack and operation,
the work of GOD, theurgy of fiery crucifixion;
on a cross made of four elements, All aflame,
by Salty Tears of LUNA and Sweat of SOL, I am!
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The cross blackens, reddens and turns to Gold,
hung upside-down in roots of the Underworld;
earthy Salt, watery Wine, airy Bread, All One,
my Soul enVisioned from the Emerald STONE!
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Eight langUAGE modes + INEFFABLE CANVAS:
instinctual acting out, emotional intelligence,
rational thinking, an intuitive tongue of myth,
Natron, Ink, Nib, upon the TREE in the NINTH!
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I'm like a hollow man in LIFE dematerialized,
dead to the world; Mind, Spirit and Soul alive!
I, Alien, paint with Blood in a Saucer of Light,
forever Dreaming Awake in my living Helmet!
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My quantum Nib is for writing in holy Blood,
in the BOOK of HEAVEN where All is balanced;
a bloody Heart weighed with feather of Light,
the fledged Phoenix, risen from Ashes of Salt!
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So ends the circumambulation of my own Sun,
spiralling exponentially into an EXPLOSION!
Viewed safely from SalVatIon's ObserVatIon:
BEGINNING, NOW and END of GOD's DESIGN!
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ETERNAL STRUCTURE OF THE QUANTUM MIND.
The Philosophers' STONE of experiential Gnosis!
4- The four material elements;
3- individual Tria Prima from
2- archetypal LUNA and SOL;
1- eternal LIFE and EIGHTH,
HOME for Grey Aliens on
0- CANVAS of the NINTH.
The stairway to
HEAVEN's
ALL in
ONE!
~*~
Cernunnos, on the Gundestrup Cauldron, believed to
be traded from India, depicting an early form of Shiva
in meditation, with antlers that became the horns of
the Moon associated with Shiva later on, and holding
a golden Torque or neck Ring, still worn in India today.
Shiva holds and tames VASUKI, the King of nagas,
kundalini raised and coiled, suffocating the head!
The panic of Pan deep inside our primordial minds.
